I feel glad to see that the cousin sister of my roomie had leave as she promised when I backed from extremely exhausted classes. But my little roomie told me that she wont be around tonight but tomorrow she will be back stay here for another night again for she can't finish selling all the books.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Pls la I plan to change the new bedsheet after you leave ok?
But now is just like hanging in the half way.
If I change to new one now and sleep on my bed tonight,
then tomorrow I hv to change back the old one for you?
Then after that you leave edy I change to new bedsheet again???
Urggggghhhhhhhhhh.
If tomorrow you can't manage to sell it all then how many nights you gonna stay here??
Then when do I can use my bedroom back?
Am wondering am I toooo kind towards you?
The toilet bowl flush in one of the toilet was broke down right after you 2 little girls came in last night.
I believe that it's nothing related to you.
I wants to ask for the Hostel service officer to repair it but you stop me as you afraid that you will be caught of staying in the hostel secretly.
Ok I promised to you that wont call for the service until you leave.
What I promised I won't break it for sure but pls la if you staying here continuosly then means that I can't call for service and everyone is the hostel is sharing the only one of the another toilet bowl because of you?
WTH.
Yes I did smile and say it's ok just stay one more night la but in fact it was just something general manner that everyone will do. In my deep heart I sincerely hope you will reject my kindness and leave but mana tau you're really so innocent or to accept it as granted. I'm not kind of pretentious person but will only become like this when we're not that close. And you should'nt always take it as granted for what i agreed as we are just know each other less than one day.
If we're roomie for alr a long time then you bring her to stay together once or twice I'm very ok with it for sure. However, WE JUST KNEW EACH OTHER OK? Pls control yourself.
Haiz.
Is raining now perhaps the rain god is feeling pity for me too.
Monday, January 10, 2011
Everything is in the mess!
Yes exactly.
Everything turns upside down right now.
My mood, my studies, my life, my health.............................................................
Reached KL at 11.50pm last night. I was freaking down and extremely feeling reluctant to leave home for study as I was still in the holiday mood. Although I hv to do housework everyday,
but I still want to stay at home. Sadly, I got no options.
I've got a new roomie. Feeling kinda contradictory because I can feel I'm uneasy. But last week I was feeling lonely isn't it? I hoped there is another girl to accompany me and to talk to me when I feel bored. Where had the feeling go? I start to wonder that I moody at that night was just because it was pouring like cats and dogs, winds blew so strongly that the rain splashing thro the window aggressively , uncountable lighting accompanied by peals of thunder and all sort of that I became timid suddenly?
Now, yeah NOW, am missing badly the only week that I had all my freedom in the small room.
Oh well I hope I can overcome all these psychology battle.
She isn't Chinese. But not totally not a Chinese.
???????? Huh??
Which means she is a mixed la.
Her mum is a pure Chinese but her dad is a some sort of Punjabi.
What I thought when I first see her and also my housemates is she is a Malay cos she looks like a Malay. And the first idea that flitted thro my little brain was " Crap. No more PORK in my hostel."
Until we talked and chatted for the stuff that why did I start study from June but not beginning of last year and then the reason was I hoping for JPA scholarship. I managed to control myself not to mention that it was because I' m a Chinese and don't hv any Muhammad or Nurul in front of my name that I used to mention it together.
And then she answered me, " Sure la...cos you're Chinese mah.... very hard to get one..."
I got shocked for her open minded for all of sudden.
I smiled and answered, " How open-minded of Malay are you, haha..."
Then she looked at me and said, " You thought I'm Malay?? Pls la I EAT PORK one. That's why I applied for having a Chinese roommate. I'm mixed of Chinese and Punjabi."
Before I managed to feel relief and praise god you're so beautiful,
She splited out even the most greatest question,
"Do you know JIU YOU ZA?"
"HUH??"
"JIU YOU ZA arh.... sort of pork called in mandarin...."
" OHHH! You mean 猪油渣 issit? Kind of oil that cook together with variety of dishes right?"
"Yea that one! I like that very much!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA. LMAO
Ok,
she is friendly and funny and the most important one she isn't malay at all,
but she brought along her cousin sister to stay with her overnight this doing am seriously made me feel..................................SPEECHLESS and a little bit UPSET.
Her cousin sister is just graduated from AUSMAT and wants to sell all her textbooks so she wants to stay overnight so that she can sell it on the first day of the orientation to the juniors.
She hoped that I dont mind about that she will sleep on the floor with the mattress she brought along but if i really care then she can sleep on the floor of the living room.
OF COURSE I said I dont mind la. How to say that "I'm sorry that I do mind with it." If I say like that how to cope with the new roomie in the following days le.
So in the end, I was sooo generous that I gave her cousin sister the bed of mine to sleep.
And I slept with my one of the housemate that she is still doesn't hv any new roomie so i get to sleep on the empty bed.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Seriously I didnt sleep well last night and for the most correctly one is I barely to fall asleep for the whole night.
I'm not sure whether it is because I wasn't in my own room and on my own bed or what.
Because almost every week of Sunday night when is right after I back from my home sweet home, I'll get insommia for no reason. Maybe I'm just tooooo used to my comfy bed in my original place. Due to this problem, I insisted myself not to sleep or even take a short nap on Sunday when at home so that I will feel much sleepy and can fall asleep easily. But it doesn't work. SAD. Perhaps I shall take sleeping pills.
Oh yeah I realised that the new roomie will use perfume one and the smell is damn disgusting that exactly used by Malay!!! The odour filled up the air in the room and I'm now seriously TAK BOLEH TAHAN!!
Mai nose is shoooooooooooooooo SENSITIVE with this kind of smell and keep protesting with sneezing non-stop!
FML!!!
That's why I'm blogging in my housemate room instead of mine!
YuckK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gonna ask her to stop using it or get out of the room when wants to use the perfume!
Pray for me that everything will be fine soon. IS VERY VERY SOON.
It's time for class now so I got to zhao! C ya =(
Everything turns upside down right now.
My mood, my studies, my life, my health.............................................................
Reached KL at 11.50pm last night. I was freaking down and extremely feeling reluctant to leave home for study as I was still in the holiday mood. Although I hv to do housework everyday,
but I still want to stay at home. Sadly, I got no options.
I've got a new roomie. Feeling kinda contradictory because I can feel I'm uneasy. But last week I was feeling lonely isn't it? I hoped there is another girl to accompany me and to talk to me when I feel bored. Where had the feeling go? I start to wonder that I moody at that night was just because it was pouring like cats and dogs, winds blew so strongly that the rain splashing thro the window aggressively , uncountable lighting accompanied by peals of thunder and all sort of that I became timid suddenly?
Now, yeah NOW, am missing badly the only week that I had all my freedom in the small room.
Oh well I hope I can overcome all these psychology battle.
She isn't Chinese. But not totally not a Chinese.
???????? Huh??
Which means she is a mixed la.
Her mum is a pure Chinese but her dad is a some sort of Punjabi.
What I thought when I first see her and also my housemates is she is a Malay cos she looks like a Malay. And the first idea that flitted thro my little brain was " Crap. No more PORK in my hostel."
Until we talked and chatted for the stuff that why did I start study from June but not beginning of last year and then the reason was I hoping for JPA scholarship. I managed to control myself not to mention that it was because I' m a Chinese and don't hv any Muhammad or Nurul in front of my name that I used to mention it together.
And then she answered me, " Sure la...cos you're Chinese mah.... very hard to get one..."
I got shocked for her open minded for all of sudden.
I smiled and answered, " How open-minded of Malay are you, haha..."
Then she looked at me and said, " You thought I'm Malay?? Pls la I EAT PORK one. That's why I applied for having a Chinese roommate. I'm mixed of Chinese and Punjabi."
Before I managed to feel relief and praise god you're so beautiful,
She splited out even the most greatest question,
"Do you know JIU YOU ZA?"
"HUH??"
"JIU YOU ZA arh.... sort of pork called in mandarin...."
" OHHH! You mean 猪油渣 issit? Kind of oil that cook together with variety of dishes right?"
"Yea that one! I like that very much!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA. LMAO
Ok,
she is friendly and funny and the most important one she isn't malay at all,
but she brought along her cousin sister to stay with her overnight this doing am seriously made me feel..................................SPEECHLESS and a little bit UPSET.
Her cousin sister is just graduated from AUSMAT and wants to sell all her textbooks so she wants to stay overnight so that she can sell it on the first day of the orientation to the juniors.
She hoped that I dont mind about that she will sleep on the floor with the mattress she brought along but if i really care then she can sleep on the floor of the living room.
OF COURSE I said I dont mind la. How to say that "I'm sorry that I do mind with it." If I say like that how to cope with the new roomie in the following days le.
So in the end, I was sooo generous that I gave her cousin sister the bed of mine to sleep.
And I slept with my one of the housemate that she is still doesn't hv any new roomie so i get to sleep on the empty bed.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Seriously I didnt sleep well last night and for the most correctly one is I barely to fall asleep for the whole night.
I'm not sure whether it is because I wasn't in my own room and on my own bed or what.
Because almost every week of Sunday night when is right after I back from my home sweet home, I'll get insommia for no reason. Maybe I'm just tooooo used to my comfy bed in my original place. Due to this problem, I insisted myself not to sleep or even take a short nap on Sunday when at home so that I will feel much sleepy and can fall asleep easily. But it doesn't work. SAD. Perhaps I shall take sleeping pills.
Oh yeah I realised that the new roomie will use perfume one and the smell is damn disgusting that exactly used by Malay!!! The odour filled up the air in the room and I'm now seriously TAK BOLEH TAHAN!!
Mai nose is shoooooooooooooooo SENSITIVE with this kind of smell and keep protesting with sneezing non-stop!
FML!!!
That's why I'm blogging in my housemate room instead of mine!
YuckK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gonna ask her to stop using it or get out of the room when wants to use the perfume!
Pray for me that everything will be fine soon. IS VERY VERY SOON.
It's time for class now so I got to zhao! C ya =(
Friday, December 31, 2010
2010的最后一天，我 竟然失眠了。
很久很久都没有失眠了。
真没想到会在今年的最后一天失眠。
现在凌晨2时30分，
泡了一杯hot chocolate，
开始在这里写blog。
功课做到真的很累，
比起前几天，
今天算是早睡了，
1点早上。
哇～～真的有够早的咯～哈哈
因为要赶功课，
近这几天都差不多3点才睡觉，
是带着很累很累+头很重很重的状态下睡觉，
所以一躺下去直接可以睡到天亮。
但是今天.............
是我想太多了。
想着开学后繁忙的日子，堆积如山的功课，考试压力，怎样分配好时间读书，该不该每个礼拜都回家，该不该继续学跆拳道，三餐怎么解决，新年后因为要去台湾玩而要逃一个星期的课值不值得，会不会跟不上功课，跟不上怎样办.....................................................
至于本人又要去台湾这回事，
是因为我姐姐在Airasia上几个月大减价的时候上网抢购到的，
但偏偏抢到2月14号到17号拜一到拜四这种怪怪的日期，
要去就要逃一个礼拜的课，
很怕回来的时候就跟不上班上同学的脚步，
好啦我承认我是可很kiasu的人。
如果说是去澳洲或者日本韩国这类的国家，
我是绝对不会犹豫，是还会怕但知道是值得的。
可是台湾.....我去年才去差不多一个月叻。
闲了咯。
唉不要再讲这个没完没了的话题。
这几天，
爸爸应该是知道我做功课到很迟，
所以没有再开我的门叫我醒来做家务了。
奇怪的是，
我竟然还可以10点就自动醒了。
10点虽然是算迟了，但对我来说是很早咯。
因为平时如果酱迟睡的话，
第二天不到下午12点我是不可能醒的来。
哈哈，
变性了我。
不要想歪，是性格改变，
不是性别变了，虽然我承认我的个性还蛮像男生的。
其实，
虽然说有很多功课要赶，
但是叻，
我发觉我并没有真真很努力和积极地去做。
做做一下，
就去上一上网。
做做两下，
就在电脑面前看戏。
看完戏就累了，然后就更没有心做功课。
做做三下，
肚子饿了，
又像老鼠一样溜去去厨房找东西吃。
由于没有kakak的关系，
几乎每一天就是吃那几样，
maggie啦面包夹鸡蛋啦就连chocolate都可以当一餐。
简直就跟在kl的生活没两样。
有朋友问，
不会去打包啊？
回答一个字，
懒。
有一两次啦，真的顶不顺的时候我或者vincent才会出去打包。
可是来来去去还不是鸡饭不然就rojak，唉～
还有，
我是有煮的，
我最洒咖的spaggetti咯，
但是煮了两次就不要再煮了。
不是麻烦和懒惰，
是这种食物很快就吃腻了，真的很腻，现在想到那个食物的画面都觉得腻。
其实我们两个在家可以吃到那么随便不是没有原因的，
因为我们家的晚餐都很早，
差不多六点就吃饱了。哈哈
所以，随便啦～～～～～～～
还有今天早上也是有一件令我本来很开心胆之后又不爽的事。
就今天早上起床的时候发觉天气好好哦～
就是没有太阳而且又有一阵一阵的冷风吹来的那种我很欢喜的好天气=)
就当我站在家门口享受冷风的时候，
我发觉天下起雨来了。
并不是大雨，只是很微的小雨。
当然我不觉得有什么问题。
可是过了几秒钟，我才想到妈妈昨天好像是有提到今天她要洗衣服。
当我正要匆匆忙忙赶上楼上去收家里放脏衣服的篮子时，
才看到我家后面的晒衣架上已经挂满了五颜六色的衣服。
原来妈妈早早起床就已经把衣服洗好还拿去晒了才去上班。
在感动又开心因为少了一份家务的同时，
我才恍然大悟下雨了要把衣服收进来，
不然就会像上次那样因为迟钝雨下到很大的时候才去收衣结果我湿衣服湿妈妈回来还把我骂到什么都不如。
当我要把衣架上衣服收进来时，
发觉每件衣服都还湿湿的，
因为才差不多十一点又没有什么太阳的关系。
这时候，
我也发觉到雨也好像又变小了，
小到不可能喷进来淋湿衣服的那种，
就又因为很爽不用收衣服而开心了一下。
刚踏进家门两步，
啊！雨又变大了一点，
就一直在门口看雨会不会喷进来，
看了很久，大概有5分钟，
看到雨好像真的有喷到进来一点，
但又觉得不是很大而且一直有感觉马上就会停雨了，
就又傻傻站在门口等了5分钟。
心想，哎哟，
这种阴阴的天气应该是下长命雨了的。
心不甘情不愿的把衣服收进来。
收了衣服进来，
因为衣服还很湿不可以放在一堆不然就会有股湿湿的臭味，
就特地搬了一张桌子和几张椅子放在电风扇旁边，
把衣服摊开来放在桌子和椅子上，
因为差不多是一个星期加上是4个人的衣服的分量，
还需要把衣服摊在床上才够位。
走出房门，
火大的事情来了，
我看到雨...................................................................................................................停了。
天空也变得比较亮了，照理是不会再下了的那种。
Shit啦！！！
刚才等到酱久又不停现在等我做了那么多工才来停是什么意思啦！！
很火很火，
最后带着很想打人的心情把全部衣服给搬出来再一件一件挂在晒衣架上。
真是的，
老天爷真的是待我不薄啊～～～～～～～
刚刚晚上冲凉之前，
我在厕所里呕到还蛮夸张一下。
唉，
都是功课太多做到头晕晕啦，
把晚餐全部都吐出来了。
现在我的喉咙辣辣烫烫的，
还有一点痛叻，
我知道是被hydrochloric acid侵蚀到了，
这种滋味真的很不好受啊！=(
ok,
在end我今年的last post之前，
是应该讲一讲我对这一整年的感想。
回首2010，
我
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
没
有
意
见
。
要4点了，
早安哦各位～～
真没想到会在今年的最后一天失眠。
现在凌晨2时30分，
泡了一杯hot chocolate，
开始在这里写blog。
功课做到真的很累，
比起前几天，
今天算是早睡了，
1点早上。
哇～～真的有够早的咯～哈哈
因为要赶功课，
近这几天都差不多3点才睡觉，
是带着很累很累+头很重很重的状态下睡觉，
所以一躺下去直接可以睡到天亮。
但是今天.............
是我想太多了。
想着开学后繁忙的日子，堆积如山的功课，考试压力，怎样分配好时间读书，该不该每个礼拜都回家，该不该继续学跆拳道，三餐怎么解决，新年后因为要去台湾玩而要逃一个星期的课值不值得，会不会跟不上功课，跟不上怎样办.....................................................
至于本人又要去台湾这回事，
是因为我姐姐在Airasia上几个月大减价的时候上网抢购到的，
但偏偏抢到2月14号到17号拜一到拜四这种怪怪的日期，
要去就要逃一个礼拜的课，
很怕回来的时候就跟不上班上同学的脚步，
好啦我承认我是可很kiasu的人。
如果说是去澳洲或者日本韩国这类的国家，
我是绝对不会犹豫，是还会怕但知道是值得的。
可是台湾.....我去年才去差不多一个月叻。
闲了咯。
唉不要再讲这个没完没了的话题。
这几天，
爸爸应该是知道我做功课到很迟，
所以没有再开我的门叫我醒来做家务了。
奇怪的是，
我竟然还可以10点就自动醒了。
10点虽然是算迟了，但对我来说是很早咯。
因为平时如果酱迟睡的话，
第二天不到下午12点我是不可能醒的来。
哈哈，
变性了我。
不要想歪，是性格改变，
不是性别变了，虽然我承认我的个性还蛮像男生的。
其实，
虽然说有很多功课要赶，
但是叻，
我发觉我并没有真真很努力和积极地去做。
做做一下，
就去上一上网。
做做两下，
就在电脑面前看戏。
看完戏就累了，然后就更没有心做功课。
做做三下，
肚子饿了，
又像老鼠一样溜去去厨房找东西吃。
由于没有kakak的关系，
几乎每一天就是吃那几样，
maggie啦面包夹鸡蛋啦就连chocolate都可以当一餐。
简直就跟在kl的生活没两样。
有朋友问，
不会去打包啊？
回答一个字，
懒。
有一两次啦，真的顶不顺的时候我或者vincent才会出去打包。
可是来来去去还不是鸡饭不然就rojak，唉～
还有，
我是有煮的，
我最洒咖的spaggetti咯，
但是煮了两次就不要再煮了。
不是麻烦和懒惰，
是这种食物很快就吃腻了，真的很腻，现在想到那个食物的画面都觉得腻。
其实我们两个在家可以吃到那么随便不是没有原因的，
因为我们家的晚餐都很早，
差不多六点就吃饱了。哈哈
所以，随便啦～～～～～～～
还有今天早上也是有一件令我本来很开心胆之后又不爽的事。
就今天早上起床的时候发觉天气好好哦～
就是没有太阳而且又有一阵一阵的冷风吹来的那种我很欢喜的好天气=)
就当我站在家门口享受冷风的时候，
我发觉天下起雨来了。
并不是大雨，只是很微的小雨。
当然我不觉得有什么问题。
可是过了几秒钟，我才想到妈妈昨天好像是有提到今天她要洗衣服。
当我正要匆匆忙忙赶上楼上去收家里放脏衣服的篮子时，
才看到我家后面的晒衣架上已经挂满了五颜六色的衣服。
原来妈妈早早起床就已经把衣服洗好还拿去晒了才去上班。
在感动又开心因为少了一份家务的同时，
我才恍然大悟下雨了要把衣服收进来，
不然就会像上次那样因为迟钝雨下到很大的时候才去收衣结果我湿衣服湿妈妈回来还把我骂到什么都不如。
当我要把衣架上衣服收进来时，
发觉每件衣服都还湿湿的，
因为才差不多十一点又没有什么太阳的关系。
这时候，
我也发觉到雨也好像又变小了，
小到不可能喷进来淋湿衣服的那种，
就又因为很爽不用收衣服而开心了一下。
刚踏进家门两步，
啊！雨又变大了一点，
就一直在门口看雨会不会喷进来，
看了很久，大概有5分钟，
看到雨好像真的有喷到进来一点，
但又觉得不是很大而且一直有感觉马上就会停雨了，
就又傻傻站在门口等了5分钟。
心想，哎哟，
这种阴阴的天气应该是下长命雨了的。
心不甘情不愿的把衣服收进来。
收了衣服进来，
因为衣服还很湿不可以放在一堆不然就会有股湿湿的臭味，
就特地搬了一张桌子和几张椅子放在电风扇旁边，
把衣服摊开来放在桌子和椅子上，
因为差不多是一个星期加上是4个人的衣服的分量，
还需要把衣服摊在床上才够位。
走出房门，
火大的事情来了，
我看到雨...................................................................................................................停了。
天空也变得比较亮了，照理是不会再下了的那种。
Shit啦！！！
刚才等到酱久又不停现在等我做了那么多工才来停是什么意思啦！！
很火很火，
最后带着很想打人的心情把全部衣服给搬出来再一件一件挂在晒衣架上。
真是的，
老天爷真的是待我不薄啊～～～～～～～
刚刚晚上冲凉之前，
我在厕所里呕到还蛮夸张一下。
唉，
都是功课太多做到头晕晕啦，
把晚餐全部都吐出来了。
现在我的喉咙辣辣烫烫的，
还有一点痛叻，
我知道是被hydrochloric acid侵蚀到了，
这种滋味真的很不好受啊！=(
ok,
在end我今年的last post之前，
是应该讲一讲我对这一整年的感想。
回首2010，
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要4点了，
早安哦各位～～
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Suffocating!!!
AM OFFICIALY DYING!
I really thought that I can finish it in one week!
But WHY?! WHY?!
After keep doing and doing
It still seems like a lot!
Definitely can't finish!
WUWUWUWUUWU
Do until nausea
neck is going to patah
lost my appetite
WTH
OMG
Feel like want to scream very very very loud!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I really thought that I can finish it in one week!
But WHY?! WHY?!
After keep doing and doing
It still seems like a lot!
Definitely can't finish!
WUWUWUWUUWU
Do until nausea
neck is going to patah
lost my appetite
WTH
OMG
Feel like want to scream very very very loud!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Sunday, December 26, 2010
L.O.V.E
Just came back from following my friends' blog.
What a long long time I don't do that.
Surprisingly,
by linking and linking,
I realize that actually many of my friends are also blogging.
And they are blogging aggressively, almost everyday.
Hmmm.....
must make a self-examination for my laziness on blogging. (Actually it should be realized very long time ago =.=)
Well, I do enjoy figuring out what other people been thinking and and how their life go on through their writing.
There is one of my friend that I just find out today whose writing does really touch me a lot.
He is my previous classmate in secondary school.
However, we aren't very close in the class.
He and she were used to be a lovely and sweet small couple since form 4 that adored everyone else in the class.
She, is also one of my buddies in my previous school.
This seems to be a bonded relationship had however came an end in the middle of 2010.
Seriously, no one wasn't shocked when heard the news.
I don't really comprehend what had happened between them and I don't wanna talk much in this as I'm a just third party who is insignificant.
What I want to write about is his blog,
from the first post he started using blogger until the last one,
none of them don't relate to the past relationship that he had.
All about the flash back scenes, the past conversation, the imagination of them if they are still be together, how he misses her, poems that he made etc etc.
Especially the poems, I do impress with all of that as undeniably his language is pretty good.
I can assure with my life that I will not able to write such good and touching poems ever.
It's damn touching me a lot after read through most of his posts and yet I also become emo edy. =.=
Most probably is because I know both of the hero and the heroin in the story cos I dont think I will barely have any feelings if it was written by a stranger. haha
Well what a spoony guy~~
Am wondering how strong that Love can make.
Everyone is eagering for Love,
all of us are looking for a person that truly loves you and vice versa.
A relationship indeed needs to be cultivated cautiously by both of the parties,
when one of them loses the interest in planting the relationship tree with the particular person,
then wadever the person does to nourish the tree,
it won't grow.
No more, that's all.
We ought to learn to accept that fact.
He/She isn't the right person of you but there is the ONE waiting for you in the future.
So do not keep grabbing his/her hand firmly.
It will just grab away his/her welfare and also yours.
Be tough.
Let's shake hands, be friends again and wish him/her well blessed in the future.
You're not alone after that,
cos you still have your beloved family and friends at your surrounding.
The One of yours will appear soon,
what you need to do is be patient =)
Maybe you will say it's hard to let it be,
I know,
or else there won't be ppl committing suicide for their love one.
But if you are smart enough to understand that it's just a common matter that almost everyone in the world will do have it,
then you can make it.
When the day the tree of you and your Right one bloom into blossom,
or he/she pursue their welfare successfully,
you will feel glad with your decision that you made.
What a long long time I don't do that.
Surprisingly,
by linking and linking,
I realize that actually many of my friends are also blogging.
And they are blogging aggressively, almost everyday.
Hmmm.....
must make a self-examination for my laziness on blogging. (Actually it should be realized very long time ago =.=)
Well, I do enjoy figuring out what other people been thinking and and how their life go on through their writing.
There is one of my friend that I just find out today whose writing does really touch me a lot.
He is my previous classmate in secondary school.
However, we aren't very close in the class.
He and she were used to be a lovely and sweet small couple since form 4 that adored everyone else in the class.
She, is also one of my buddies in my previous school.
This seems to be a bonded relationship had however came an end in the middle of 2010.
Seriously, no one wasn't shocked when heard the news.
I don't really comprehend what had happened between them and I don't wanna talk much in this as I'm a just third party who is insignificant.
What I want to write about is his blog,
from the first post he started using blogger until the last one,
none of them don't relate to the past relationship that he had.
All about the flash back scenes, the past conversation, the imagination of them if they are still be together, how he misses her, poems that he made etc etc.
Especially the poems, I do impress with all of that as undeniably his language is pretty good.
I can assure with my life that I will not able to write such good and touching poems ever.
It's damn touching me a lot after read through most of his posts and yet I also become emo edy. =.=
Most probably is because I know both of the hero and the heroin in the story cos I dont think I will barely have any feelings if it was written by a stranger. haha
Well what a spoony guy~~
Am wondering how strong that Love can make.
Everyone is eagering for Love,
all of us are looking for a person that truly loves you and vice versa.
A relationship indeed needs to be cultivated cautiously by both of the parties,
when one of them loses the interest in planting the relationship tree with the particular person,
then wadever the person does to nourish the tree,
it won't grow.
No more, that's all.
We ought to learn to accept that fact.
He/She isn't the right person of you but there is the ONE waiting for you in the future.
So do not keep grabbing his/her hand firmly.
It will just grab away his/her welfare and also yours.
Be tough.
Let's shake hands, be friends again and wish him/her well blessed in the future.
You're not alone after that,
cos you still have your beloved family and friends at your surrounding.
The One of yours will appear soon,
what you need to do is be patient =)
Maybe you will say it's hard to let it be,
I know,
or else there won't be ppl committing suicide for their love one.
But if you are smart enough to understand that it's just a common matter that almost everyone in the world will do have it,
then you can make it.
When the day the tree of you and your Right one bloom into blossom,
or he/she pursue their welfare successfully,
you will feel glad with your decision that you made.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Semester Break!
其实最近有很多事情发生，就只是一个字‘懒’，
真是要命。
有朋友跟我讲：‘‘Sally....是时候update blog了咯～～’’
哇災啦～～
其实我现在在假期，
但这个假期一点都不像假期，
因为要做家务！！
天天天天天啊！！
很多人听到我要做家务都以为我在讲冷笑话，
但是我才不会拿这种东西来当笑话。
Kakak叻？？
她走了，
不是contract完了然后回印尼，
而是跟别人跑了。
听到这里朋友都讲屋子太大间做到太辛苦而跑掉，
可能是吧，因为现在我都想走。
哈哈，开玩笑开玩笑，
我才不会做那样缺德的事，
虽然说我平时都做得不少。
还记得三个礼拜前，
我的家人还特地等到我考完试才跟我讲这要我命的事情，
当时我还在Sunway Pyramid 和死党 Tomato shopping 到很爽，
电话响，
我的哥哥，
Vincent: "你考完试了吗？"
Sally: "刚刚考完了。”
Vincent： "真的考完了啊？"
Sally: "是啦，什么事情？？"
Vincent: "okok, 有事情要跟你讲，那个.....呃.....kakak走掉了。"
Sally: "什么？？！！"
Vincent: " Kakak走掉了啦！"
Sally: "Vincent你不要拿这种东西来开玩笑叻。"
Vincent: "我没有跟你开玩笑，kakak真的走掉了。"
Sally: "......................................................"
Vincent: "明天要我载你回吗？载你回来做家务。"
衰人，平时又不见得你来载，
还有平时的我听到有专车来载应该是要开心到跳起来才对，
但是此刻的心情却是比打翻了柴米油盐酱醋茶还要复杂。
其实，家里的kakak跑掉已经不是第一次了，
但就真的很不敢相信这个已经在我家做工作了7年的kakak也会跑掉。
讲她是superwoman是一点都不夸张，
煮菜煲汤做cake做年糕洗衣烫衣打扫收拾种花种菜搬东西.....连采燕窝都可以，
而且效率高，
要再请到这样的kakak简直是比2012世界末日的机率低很多。
但走了就是走了，生活还是要过！
结果，从12月3号假期一开始到今天，
我天天都要做家务。
还好Vincent也是假期，
不然一个人做完家务真的可以吊颈了。
我扫地他抹地，
他剪草我扫草，
我洗碗他洗车，
我晒衣他收衣，
洗衣烫衣收拾这些当然还是归我。
这个时候，爸爸就是我的闹钟，
每天早上九点半很准时的，
开我的房门，
把所有灯打开，
叫我起身做家务。
刚开始真的很不爽，
但现在也慢慢习惯了，
而且妈妈也帮我做很多，
我看到也是会不忍心。
我有个朋友说，
“不错！不错！娶得过！”
哈哈～
其实，要不因为这样，
我都不知道原来我做得到很多事情的，
要不然我还不是都坐在电脑前面看戏，Fb，玩game.....
我感觉到我的假期过到很充实，
每天起来洗衣晒衣扫地就累了，
就又去睡午觉，
起来收衣服烫衣服妈妈就放工了，
准备晚餐的，
吃完饭就洗完抹厨房，
晚上就上网看戏不然就和朋友去喝茶，
就这样一天又过掉了.....哈哈
除此之外，
这个假期当然少不了佛学camp。
我在这个camp当佛曲组组长。
其实在这个camp来临之前我是真的蛮压力的，
因为一直觉得自己准备的东西不够，
又怕我不会带动气氛而冷场，
而且历届的camp佛曲组一定会作营歌我又没有，
加上佛曲组又只有区区的三个人实在是少到很可怜。
还有很多工委走掉，
营员少，
地点在一个很荒凉的塑胶园里，
很多原因弄到我们很怕。
不过！！
这个camp却出乎意料的顺利+成功！
虽然来来去去都是跳“第一天”，手语都是“善苗”和“你们是我的星光”，
但是营员们都非常配合！
只有一两个人投诉哦！！
其实，我也为自己感到骄傲，
因为“你们是我的星光”的手语是我创的！！
哈哈！！
我可是花了很多心机在里面，
当看到每个人听到这首歌就会自动比起来的时候我真的很开心！
虽然刚开始的时候很不适应那里的环境，而且从进营第一天到第三天都病到整个人就要死掉了，
但到最后的时候竟然觉得有一点不舍得，
回来之后还有很想念那里厨房菩萨煮的斋菜，
那里七八只狗狗，
和那里清新的空气.........
想到以后都没有机会再聚在一起搞camping了真的觉得很感触..........
成长的代价啊～～～
最后一个午餐～
看到吗？
女工委宿舍～
小小的container竟然装得下那么多人 XD
那里的狗都很驯良，
因为它们都是吃斋的哦～
看到吗？女工委宿舍～
小小的container竟然装得下那么多人 XD
那里的狗都很驯良，因为它们都是吃斋的哦～
自知组！最佳组别哦！
知道为什么这组拿到吗？
因为我是这组的关怀小组～～
Camping的后遗症，
每个人都还很high,
结果趁大家还在假期，
连续搞了很多活动，
包括唱k和圣诞夜倒数。
很多朋友没有和Tomato一起唱过k,
结果被她高亢嘹亮的歌声深深地震撼到！哈哈～
Tomato你不要再去跟人家讲我唱歌好听了啦，
跟你比起来我什么也不是，
我是走温柔情歌路线而你是powerful路线。
你好像怎样喊到最后都还是有力唱，
可是我一喊就直接破音，唱下一首歌都免了。
对了，我那天还很衰，
带RM15出门结果到付钱的时候才发现口袋里只有RM5，
10块钱无端端飞走了。
超级不爽，
最后乱乱喊歌喊到声音沙哑。
昨天是Christmas Eve，
和同样一班人去A Farmosa Cowboy Town倒数，
去到了才知道十点就已经放烟花了=.=
可是还一直希望十二倒数后还会有多一次烟花秀，
结果只得一个吉。
十二点没有倒数也没有烟花，
到十二点正我们一般人自己互相祝贺Merry Christmas。
但是，
我们还是度过了一个温馨的圣诞除夕夜，
也拍了很多照片 =）
Sweet Tomato~
Qing, Kristin, Sally, Shukim, Xiao Ka, Tomato传言圣诞除夕夜是女生的失身日，
理由是在外国很多人都在外面和朋友喝酒开party庆祝Christmas,
到最后high过头发生了事情。
哈哈，真一个好没根据的fact =.=
Well，我们决定了31号要再去那里倒数，
因为很不甘愿没有看到烟花。
我想那天一定非常的热闹=）
对了，
我真的觉得我的身体越来越有问题，也变到越来越弱。
从佛学camp回来，
每天泻肚子，泻到今天，
应该是吃不惯肉的关系吧。
但是我不会因为这样而不吃肉。
还有以前我是很难生病的叻，
要假装生病都难。
但是我发现我最近现在时常生病，
还会晕倒的那种。
在kl 就试过一次了，
去看医生又说很正常只是血压一点点低而已。
So how?
求神拜佛保佑我健健康康咯。呵呵
不知不觉，
我的假期多一个礼拜就完了！
天啊！
我是有多么超级非常地不想回去读书的咯！
功课到现在动都还没有动过，
讲好今天就要开始做，
可是又逃到这里来 T__T
希望从今天开始每天拼命做可以赶得完。
但也要我真的每天都拼命才可以啊！！
呜呜～
今年的Christmas，
我的礼物可不可以是小叮当的自动笔，
自动帮我做完所有的功课！！！
Sunday, September 5, 2010
taladalata~~~.LEE HOM and etc!!
Actually I feel like updating my blog since long time ago,
but I admit that I'm lazy
Today is Happy Sunday,
but I'm still here in the hostel doing nothing.
It's my decision not to go back this week,
in fact I'll go back on coming Tuesday to enjoy my 1 week+ holiday.
Yohoo~~~ Can't wait for that!
Yea, you guys and gurls don't call me PBSM(Persatuan Balik Setiap Minggu) anymore k?
Cos I'm started to go back once every 2 weeks!
The 1st time I broke the PBSM rule is Lee Hom's promotion which in on 22 August 6.00pm at One U.
Muahaha~~~ I really couldn't wait for the day and almost got insomia on the day be4 that XDActually I had seen Lee Hom be4 when I was 14 at the Seremban Terminal One Promo...
And that time I crazy along with my sister Christine Chew lar...haha
So to attend the promo as cheap as possible, Me, Juliana and my 2 housemates Wei Chuan and Ceci decided to take public transport to Kelana jaya Lrt, and then take taxi to One U.
We reached One u at about 4 as the promo will only start on 6.
Predictable, the entrance of the promotion which is just the main entrance of One U is totally crowded by people.
As the stage is at the outdoor, all fans have to wait at the pavement outside the shopping complex and Only for them had bought the album can line up at the entrance.
And the line wasn't 1 line, it was made up by 5 or 6 or even more lines which was super long.
As they had to wait for a long time, so all them were sitting on the floor.
Oh gosh, It totally desire PATIENT & PERSEVERANCE, cos the weather is soo hot there, no wind, no fan and no Aircond and damn crammed!
What I saw and my first impression was, was here refugee?? Sorry to say that.
What I heard from friends was many of them were start waiting there right the shopping complex open in the morning.
This was what the power of LEE HOM WANG can made.
adui~In the end, Me and juliana went for shopping in One U while waiting for the promo to start.
We went out to the stage at 5.50pm.
As the stage was at the outdoor,
We still can watch the promo even we didn't buy the album.
That was, stand at the Central Park. hehe~
Not only both of us,
many of them did that also.
The new Songs of Lee Hom kept playing in blast.
And the funny thing was,
the fans were imagining the real lee hom was singing and whenever the one song end,
they were shouting and clapping hands=.=''
Crazy dao~~~~
Me and Jules while waiting~~
the stage~~
the view of the stage where we where standing~
The backstage and the car where lee hom's inside!!As we standing at the left hand side if the stage,we can see the view of backstage and the car where lee hom's sitting inside.
All of us thought he will come out from the car and when into the little room for make up preparation and blah blah,so we keep waiting for the moment he will come up and all the cameras were standing by.
wakaka.Damn funny.
wakaka.Damn funny.
In the end he straight came out from the car to the stage and without any opening at all,
he started singing on the stage.
Dang Dang Dang Dang~~~~~~~~~~~~~
he started singing on the stage.
Dang Dang Dang Dang~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Look at his walking style, yeng!As u can imagine,
"AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"
"WAH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"
"LEE HOM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"
And cameras were all around for snapping and recording.
Okay, It was a lie if I said I was not included in all that screaming and cameras.
He simply wear also yeng~
Singing with full of emotion XD
Failed shoot but I really feel like to lie into his hugsss~~~
Took off glasses is more lengzai!
"AH~~~~~~~~~~~~"
Soooo many photographer~~~~
Picture of the day!!!So sad he sang only the One and ONLY ONE song 你不知道的事!!
Walaoe.
THE One and only one promotion in Malaysia but sing only 1 sing....
Really Zha dou!!
Keep Encoring got no use,
He just answered back silently with a SUPER, EXTREME, DAMN charming and enthralling SMILE to us.
But it's enough for all the girls at the scene to faint.
The Mc of the promo just briefly explained that he need to rush for the flight. ZzZzzz
OMG It's over 7,000 people attending the promo!!Oh yea, he mentioned that he did watch the movie 恋爱通告 that he directed and acted on the day be4 the promo in KL.
But at where I don't know and I really wish to know also.Some of the fans in the cinema recognised him.
And he felt glad to see that there is "Malay" subtitles. LOL
And the important thing is the POPCORN here is the nicest he had tried all over the world.
Malaysia is not bad huh.
Nah.
You can see all the pictures are from the side as I have said we are standing beside the stage cos we didnt but his album.
But his Profile face is enough to shock mati me.
What I want to say after the promo is.
LEE HOM is really pheeeew fiiitt handsome, yeng dao, charming!!!
Ahhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
He's voice with ABC accent is so attractive,
and his singing is undeniably wonderful just like music song play back in the radio.
In short, He is really wonderful dou that making me crazy with him gao gao!!!
I can't dream of him when sleeping at night la,
cos I'll sooo happy until jerk up. LOL
You guys and girls and click here and click on "like" to keep track on Lee Hom's news~~XD
Yea actually I wanna talk about the place I'm staying and I had snapped some pictures of my room and the view outside my room.
BUT, I realised that i forgot to bring my phone cable when I wanna to send the picture to my PC!
So.......hmm.....
I think I'll post it in my next post and all together with my housemates and coursemates~
U know what.
I had joined Taekwondo as my one of the club activities here. =.=''
"Har?? You joined taekwondo?? So unexpectable!!"
Many of my hometown's friends got shocked and stunned and almost can't believe their ears when heard this and can't imagine the how is the look of Sally Chew when wearing white taekwondo uniform.
Yea I joined taekwondo, and so what??
It's benefit to learn martial arts especially for girls~
I'm just a white belt junior and I have a lot of senior black belts.
Oh yes, peep leng zai in taekwondo is also one of the reason I joined this~~kaka
They all look yeng when they are kicking~~phew fitt~~~ ahahaha
I have taekwondo lessons on every Wednesday and Friday night from 6.30pm to 9.00pm.
All of us have to run 3 to 5 rounds of school block as warm up and after that do stretching.
I was really really upset with it in the beginning as I rarely exercise one.
However I'm glad that I'm getting use to it now.
Muahaha~~
Front Kick, Turning Kick, Front Legs turning kick, side kick, Outer block, inner block, upper block, lower block and etc are all the basic things I had learn throughout this 2 months.
And yea, I beat down a yellow belt senior with in the sparring!!
Kakaka~~ And I'm going to represent school to join Sparring tournament after the holidays~~
Feel Nervous but exciting~~
Although saying that win/lose is not important but I really hope to win lar~~
Hope the junior white/yellow belt are all lousy one from other school~~
And good thing is I can actually watch PPS here~
Just need to load it for half day.
I'll switch it on to load it be4 the class after after the class I can watch~~
Yohoo~~
I watched Piranha in Friday with Jules.
Damn horrible one.
I got frightened for many times right from beginning until the end.
The aim of this movie is just for frightening all the people.
I kept poke my fingers into my ears and Juliana kept on stopping me to do that.
The movie is really really bloody one.
I'm really wondering how do they can make it so real of dead bodies with no more skin, wear and tear of bodies and the blood.....Like OMG~~
And then my roommate showed me another movie trailer.It's even much terrible and horrible than Piranha.
I felt really really sick after watching that!!
Be prepared before clicking the play button.
I chat with my sis in FB last night.
I felt so stress after that.
She told daddy and mummy that I scored the highest marks for law tutorial in the class and they feel very delighted.
OMG.
Law tutorial, is actually very easy one ok.
Just copy from the textbook or notes and paste it la.
I can tell you that almost all of my tutorials scored the highest in the mark but it mean nothing one.
It won't included in the final exam mark at all.
The MOST IMPORTANT point is you able to write at least 9 pages of 3 essays questions in 1 and 1/2 hour lar!
Now tutorial write how good and even perfect also no use if you can't memorise all that and write it in the exam.
Cham lar!!
My parents must be expecting me to get A in the final exam.
I can't imagine that I had to memorise all those things be4 the exam and
I'm still thinking about to watch movie watch movie, shopping shopping, sleeping sleeping, gaming gaming, taekwondo taekwondo all the days.
Lazy bump!!
Ok I shall stop here now.
C u~~
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