SAD

I'm so sad rite now.I' had got all my trial papers' result. I'm not satisfied with these results at all.1A1,5A2,3B3,1B4,1C5.The results are like hell.I'm so disappointed to myself. I have a friend got straight A's for his trial with all A1 and only 1A2.Like OMG.=( I'm green eye to him. I had pulled my socks very very high for my trial but yet still got so lousy results. Want to die. Sad.

I'm under pressure now. The doomsday is just 30+ left. What am i doing here? Hate myself. Come to the front of the pc automatically.I wanna bang this computer into pieces. I wanna delete the pps. I wanna cut down the wireless line. Desperate.