Wednesday, April 9, 2008

feel afraid......

Remembered that it is already almost one and half year i have joined into Chinese society in TBS.....
There is always have something for us to busy....
busy wat??
this must be the main question for those who don't really know about our Chinese Society...

well,not much la....just like CNY welcome celebration,selling oranges,and coming is camping,selling mooncake for mid-autumn festival......
of course it is not do my myself,there are still got others member to do together....
but the point is,i'm the President of Chinese society...it is really stress!
everything is like involving me,and i should know how to decide the matter....blah blah blah...
But frankly,join into chinese society really enrich my life,it made my life coated in colorful in past few years without blanked......

However,the price for this is not less.....
it made me always thinking about chinese society,chinese society,chinese society in everytime and everywhere....
and now I'm start doing a camping for coming mid year....
although I was just started to do this,but it is also my mind started to worried this and that...
I don't know how to describe the working committee for this camping....
maybe they are just new into the family of Chinese society,they are really not look the importance of activity into account....they don't gonna to do their own job seriously....
and a guy said want to quit from tis society....and the point is only him know how to do the sound system!! oh ghost!!even all of us try to beg him he also dun wan to change his mind....haiz....hard to do man....

Of course not all of them are not use...there are also mostly of them are nice....just like Panda Jules,Xiao Rou,You Jia,Jc......especially Jc,she is not the member of Chinese society,but she also prepared to help me to do work...thank you very much Jc.....and also sorry....because it is really took up your time and energy....i will treat you nicely later...
Yeah...all of us gambateh ok!?!?

another hand is,the school principle and vice-principal,Mohd b. Md.Isa and Abdul Aziz b.Bujang....
I hate them very very well....They keeps raising difficulties over our Chinese society plan....
What orang Melayu...what jaga hak bumiputera...always look down of other race,they really have race prejudice...
all of our chinese activity must invite Malay students,even CNY celebration and chinese chess competition are also need to invite them....if not they are not allowing us to do the activity...
really shit thing...
"uncle,are you all Islam and Malay matter ever invite us chinese to join be4?''
oh yeah,if you really invite us,we are also not interested with it.
just like you all Malay,r u really interested with our chinese activities?!?!
Where i could find the Malay to join ?!?!
I don't how you all will set what problem for us to solve....
I hope that you won't......
I sincerely hope that it is smooth and fair along the road organising this camping...

Uugghh...just like lots of friends told me,船到桥头自然直,haiz....现在不直都要撞到直啦...

4 comments:

萍果 said...

Idiot principal of TBS.
But don't worry, he lives beside ur house. Once u're geram u and play with him!!
anyway, good luck for everything that u are handling.
That's life man, i bet every chairman are "gasping for air"

Hannah Banana said...

hey,dun worry 2 much..no use..
i know its hard bt try 2 be more calm and patient..it'll help alot..
dun do all the work yourself..involved your members..u make the decision,they help u out..treat them nicely if u 1 them 2work 4u..how much they work 4u depends how u treat them..i mean motivating them,guiding them,giving more praise then scolding..try nt 2 scold..it'll make them lose intrest and confidence..you're r welcome 2ask help fr us..if you need..especialy bout jie mu..i'll help as much as i can..
jia you..dun giv up..

院长 said...

haiyo...
is like tat liao d lah..
even my school principal oso like tat one...
don let us organize activities..
always find a lot of reasons..
shit..

megaman said...

Tell ur parents lahh what's happening at school.

Although you might not be old enough to be involved in politics but your parents are.

It is because our previous generations didn't make a stand for what is right that's why my generation and yours and maybe even more down the line are paying the price.

Tell them and let them think about it. Let them help you out.