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Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Sunway Life
从早上10点就坐在书桌前的椅子上到现在,屁股真的是要被我坐扁了。
考试的日子实在难熬,每天起来梳洗后就开始读书,读读读,背背背,做做做,重复着单调乏味的日子。就快两个礼拜没有去Pyramid了,破了本小姐纪录。
其实上个礼拜就考了一张Pure Maths 1, 和 Law Paper 1。数学我很满意,因为基本上我全部都回做,只要不要有我平时犯的Careless mistakes就好了。 Law呢,现在一提起我的心有刺痛了一下,我知道我是很难考到好成绩了。那天考完后,我独自在房里哭到不像样,每个人都告诉我不要想那么多,还有人说如果我不行那其他人都不用考了,听到这些我更是崩溃。我哭,不是我不会做,我哭,是因为我很不甘愿,在也熟悉不过的题目我却来不及把它写完,为什么A-Level考试的时间总是那么的短?是姐姐在Webcam里告诉我一句最能安抚我的话:“重考就重考啦,有什么大不了,老师问你为什么,就讲你不满意和没做好准备啦,谁讲重考就肯定考不好,我那时也是重考一科还不是straight As,你现在哭倒不如用这些时间去准备下一科或者准备好Paper 2, 说不定还可以补救,最惨不就考过那两张,再哭下去你可能要重考6张了。”
所以我现在是看开了,努力考好第二张,如果真的grade C 不就重考而已。
过去两天的晚上都过得蛮开心的,星期一在yuens steamboat吃了免费的Steamboat buffet!是上次的Sunway Taekwondo Night 的庆功宴!谁请呢?? 当然是Master Tony啦!狂吃啊喂!专吃海鲜因为这样才值得!想看两个小时不停的吃啊吃,料完了就去拿,拿了全部丢进汤里煮,汤滚了吃,吃完了又去拿!来来回回不只多少次。真的是吃到要呕了才甘愿停!但是要呕了还可以去拿Ice-cream,还拿了两回就为了试完全部口味。哈哈哈太爽了!!
好了,又是时候为考试努力了!要替我加油啊各位!!
Sunday, May 8, 2011
LUCKY
Today, 08th May, is the saddest day of my life. My Lucky, our 12 years old family dog, decided to go to sleep, forever.
His later years, had not been kind. He had lost some of his sight and hearing, much of his appetite and most of her control over her bodily functions — invariably, he will have a seizure and pee on me every few days. All the vitamin, glucosamine and chondroitin in the world couldn’t help him bend his hind legs, and it hurt just to watch him walk, stiffly dragging his nails on the ground and lost balance.
Over the last 4 days, he had been having abnormal amount of seizures, in which I had lost counts. From the vet, this is probably the sign of stroke and he had damaged his brain, there is nothing much else she can do. And this morning, his breathes had become lower in both magnitude and numbers. I knew it was time.
At 12, I took him for one last walk around Taman Indah, with him on my lap while I was driving, letting him feel the wind. Fed him an entire can of his favorite Pedigree canned food, though he couldn’t finish even quarter of it.
At last, at 1:15pm, Lucky went away. I knew he is reluctant, I was crying with him as his breathing slowed, and ceased.
His last day, I suppose, went as well as could be expected, even as it is one of the saddest experiences of my life. I don’t want to talk about his burial, but I must thanks Julian and Aliff for lending their hands.
To Lucky: Please reincarnate as a human on your next life!
Vincent Chew
After the accident before CNY, I always have a hunch that I might lose him soon. But when I thought about this, I will stop myself to continue thinking about this.
As I can't imagine how the life will be and how sad I will be when the day had arrived.
08th May 2011, it finally arrived.
As tomorrow is my final As Exam, I stay back in KL and I was studying in the study room for the last preparation when my sister called from the UK.
My brain was totally blank when I received such a real thunderbolt news. I didn't cry at that moment and surprisingly I was so chill at the moment. She asked me to log into fb to look at the notes that Vincent wrote but I did not look at it until this moment. Because I knew that, I will definitely mental breakdown and I couldn't continue my studies anymore.
I used up such a tremendous gut to read thro the notes and click on the picture with Lucky in my profile picture album. Expectedly, I burst into pool of tears when the picture of me and Lucky appeared right in front of my sight. I still remember this is the photo that I snapped with you, Lucky for celebrating the end of SPM exam with the last day wearing school uniform.
The scenes of me and you in the past is now like out of my control flashing thro my mind. My heart is bleeding when I know I have to accept the fact that I can never shake your hand anymore, can never throw pieces of Gardenia white bread for you to see you grab it precisely anymore, can never holding your both front legs to walk with you again, can never watching you eat dinner again, and will never again feel worry for you when you leave home for days and couldn't find you.
12 years, more than half of my whole life I knew you. You are 1 of my family members that watching me grew up from a 7 year-old innocent girl to 19 years old now.
In short, I will never and ever regret to have you Lucky!
No matter how many new dogs that I'm to own later, You'll always be the ranking no.1 in my life that make me proud of you always!
GOODBYE, LOVE, AND FAREWELL FOREVER, MY BELOVED LUCKY!
Thursday, May 5, 2011
RaNdOm
"R u ok?"
Following the previous blog,
a small number of friends approached and concerned about me.
I was originally not well alright and when I decided to put down every frus and furious at home, the matter came to an turning point, from decreasing function to an increasing function graph. LoL talking about pure maths pula. As you can see I still can fool around which mean I'm really fine now.
It's such a loong drag for this new post exclusive the previous post. Actually I have damn lot of matter wanna share about. Due to time problem, cut short the post is the idea method.
Firstly,
The Sunway Taekwondo Night ! Although the Taekwondo club had been established for quite a number of years but yet, Sunway Taekwondo Night is the brand new activity under taekwondo club. I was delegated as one of the committees, and is under Decoration and Advertising Group. I could see that everyone of us take this event very seriously, from event theme, money funding, seeking sponsorship, tickets, posters, advertising, activities, performances, host, prizes, cards, decoration, slideshows, music etc etc........................ Although we were busy for our study in the meanwhile, but none of us push away their authority. Thro the event preparing period, I had learn really a lot of experiences in my group. Especially Decoration, it's really a superb tedious job!! In order to save budget, we bought materials and handmade as much as we could. Go to and fro pyramid and uni for uncountable times to buy materials, stay at uni until late night just to draw and cut golden stars, cutting & bending wires just to make table centerpiece!
On top of that, to make the event looks more grand and highclass, we decided to make a backdrop so that when the inviters walk in on the red carpet, there is a place for them to stand at and posing, several cameraman will be there also to act as paparazzi! Yeap, the backdrop is handmade too. And napkins too hv to fold until 150 pieces all by our own. In short, Decoration is everything handmade la! And it can only be found in this Sunway Taekwondo Night!!
The theme is golden globe because the aim of the event was actually giving out award. The best president among uni such as taylors, monash, sunway, inti, ucti. The best president, the highest belt, the best senior, and blah blah blah.
And I like this picture very much cos I look cool!! Oh yea the girl is my ex-roommie, the one who convinced me to join taekwondo. She is very nice and I miss her so much.
These are the photos that I volunteered to become the model of the photographers to set up their manual control on lighting. Without knowingly, I was captured into so many photos lol.
Next is another event, my beloved special darling's birthday. Surname Low, and name Shu hui. We are just too close that our relationship is beyond best of friends and sisters. That's why we call each other darling and dear. HAHA. 23th of April 2010, a number to tbs gang celebrated with her at the ice house cafe. We originally planned to give her a surprise as the day itself wasn't her birthday. But we were soo upset by Melvin Goh, he spoilted our plan by calling her before the limteh event and say, " sorry ya i cant attend the limteh and Happy Birthday ya!" What the HELL. well anyway, Richard in the cafe has also cumulatively spoilted the surprise plan when he couldn't pop out the ribbon popper JUST RIGHT IN FRONT OF MS.LOW!! Well nvm, actually we just wanna test your IQ that whether you could guess correctly what we gonna do with such BIG CLUE. hahha
Alright exam is just around the corner, 9th May2011, it's next monday. Well, I'm soo surprise to find out I'm not that nervous and tension as i imagined. Frankly, this is the most relaxing exam period that I ever had as I only sit for 6 papers but yet it drag until one month!! Damn it, that's why I dont really feeling stress much. Maybe I had alr doing exercises and memorising until I'm feeling immune. but it doesn't meant that I totally remember all the law notes alr. in fact I dont remember a lot of points now at this moments. It's really excruciating booooriing to memorise the same damn things repeatingly and yet had to memorise again. Feel like wanna puke. Haiz exam fassterrrr come and fast fast goo laa!!!
Monday, May 2, 2011
What can I do now?
I can't imagine this day will happen to my family.
I stood at the balcony, with the wind petting wet face,
I looked up and asked the blue sky,
"What can I do now?"